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Home is where the Heart is…

September 2nd, 2010 No Comments » make-me-Shut-Up

yes…i’m currently busy packing my stuff..NOT! …lol. not right now since i’m tapping my fingers on my keyboard to give you guys  quick update. haha. oh well. whilst i’m at it already i want to say I’m sorry for going awol again.. no this time its not about my other blogs…i’ve been busy sorting my stuff and going through my make-ups and the whole-nine-yards of my junks. I also have went back and forth on the grocery isle to grab some spices to bring back with me to desenzano. this time i want to make sure i have prepared for the meals i want to cook for my king. lol. yeaa tell me about it, i was born an alpha female yet i dont even know how to cook. they say the best way through a man’s heart is through his stomach. i wonder if that’s true. then if it is, then derek bethea you better be ready to have me in your life for good coz i will defo learn to be a better cook. Hopefully soon enough to include yer mama’s cooking. :grin: i don’t mind cooking but i do mind burning myself down to ashes. no i’m not kidding, apparently it is still fresh in my memory like it just happened yesterday when i tried surprising him of cooking some steak on his grill. Unfortunately i was the one who got the shock of my life when i’ve set my hair on fire one rainy afternoon. It was crazy funny and scary. Never ever use something that pertains with fire and gas without getting a supervision [especially if you have tendencies to squeeze the whole gas container out of frustration on charcoal being lit up]…or at least with hands on guide from an experiences user. But i do love reminiscing that day as i tearfully relayed to him what happened and to find myself wrapped in his arms. :love:  My heart belongs to derek and with him i found my home. I found love and happiness…there’s nothing more i can wish for in life but to be happy with him.

for now i just am sooo busy, will be off to print my tix in a few minutes. will keep you guys posted! xoxo.

Blog Advertorials and Niche

August 25th, 2010 2 Comments » make-me-Shut-Up

yes you read it right…i’m going gaga reading infos about building my site niche and finding ways to raise my PR – page rank. I’ve also considered buying sites that already has PR but then again i already have sites that have pr2. So i just need optimize the content, theme, and so on. I need to make the theme more seo friendly so google can index the site faster. Honestly i thought i’m ready to give up on earning online, then i wake up another day feeling i want to keep trying. lol. Yea, i guess i just needed a lil break. I’m busy finding advertorial offers too. I have been marketing my web-content provider skills. :wink:

Blogging aside, I’ve emailed the boyf this afternoon, which makes it morning his time…and i’m soo touched when he said i make him feel loved! :love: i miss him soo much. Each and every single day that passes by without him is like another year. I love being around him, I can sit at home all day with him, watch movies, snuggle next to him and feel the warmth of his skin next to mine and fall asleep in his arms. Call me mushy but its those things that make me very happy. Some things that can never be bought nor sold are what i consider to be my priceless possesion. I don’t have to pretend to be happy. I don’t need to act like my life is oh-so-perfect-when-it-isn’t coz now that i have him, he makes my life complete. I don’t need to worry about little details that i use to worry about coz i know he’ll be honest with me about anything. After all we both know communication means everything. Only by listening can we gain better understanding. Although sometimes i make him feel or think like i have worries and concern or to the point that i don’t trust him that he’ll tell me the truth coz i ask too many questions. :( but i do! i just love to ask. lol. i’m a very curious person. ..and most of all i dont have to worry that he’s hiding anything or he’s hiding me from anybody.  I’m truly grateful. God must’ve known Derek Lee Bethea Jr. would complete Angela Ricardo.

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